you know you’re shit at uni when you are willing to procrastinate another day, even if it incures a 5% penalty per overdue date.

yeah, im leginimately that stupid.

but if i finish this essay in my current state i will fuck it up even worse. i need to take a step back and breath

oh, and sleep. i have had maybe 10 hours total sleep this week. and my head hurts from all of the sugar/ can’t stand from lack of sustinence. 

dwfgdsfgasdfasdfsdfdsf

ferk

goddamnit tumblr is dead and i want to cry.

this assignment wont finish itself,

these bills wont pay themselves.

but at least i have a kitty to keep me warm.

You can’t make me believe you feel for my pickup line to come over and hep me understand male sexualisation in video games and then i go for a shower becuase you didnt say no to caming over and having me find you naked under the covers when i got out. like FUCK i shaved and moisturised and everything. i just cant deal and the vodka is almost gone Waaahh

you dont know pain until you are brushing your hair naked and the comb goes over a pierced nipple.

i am dead

So i took 2 No-Doz Awakeners and had 2 standard drinks in the meantime which left me extremely drowsy, so i set an alarm and tried to go to sleep and as i was dozing became extremely disorientated and im not dure if i was lucid dreaming but it was fucking scary. 

lesson not learnt

Jesus fucking christ, i hate when people justify bad things happening to good people as the fucking will of god. fuck your god. fuck him to hell. what kind of all loving over-lord hurts his children. i set a better example than any worshipped man becuase i cherish those i love, not test them. tests are for chumps.

screw you god, you’re a cunt of a friend and i think we have an unhealthy, abusive relationship.

go fuck yourself.

i love having such thin walls. you can hear your housemates dislike you from a distance

I have retreated back into my mind, like the depths of hell, I can’t escape.

They say sadness is like home, Home sweet home.

I’ll probably die there

or maybe just live out my life in monotary.

I cant move, i can’t think, or only of punishment

this fucking sucks.

i have things to do, everything is crashing onto my shoulders

but i wont get out of the way. just take it as it is

but if your dead, you dont have to deal with responcibilities.

i dont like responcibility

you know when you go to the store and buy energy drinks so you can stay up all night to finish assignments becuase you spent the whole day procrastinationg and then you walk past the bottle store and buy 750ml of vodka from some asshole that checked your id twice (do i look 12?) and then get home with the sole intention of assignmenting but the you open your browser and that bottle of vodka and really it just goes down hill from here folks

im so unbelievably proud of my uni blog right now!

but i have 2L of caffine in my system and am buuuuzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzing.

fuck yeah